Having
this little “blog
break”
has been really nice...As much as I love writing & sharing my thoughts- It’s
been a surprisingly nice break to not have to think about this blog...That
being said, I’m
always thinking of ideas for the blog- My mum is a compulsive list maker &
I unfortunately didn’t
get that gene- Therefore, once a thought enters my mind it’s
either there for good or gone forever...So, to all those ideas that will never
grace the pages of this blog, can you come back to me?
You
know when you give up exercising or a routine & then it’s
impossibly hard to get back into it? Well, that’s kind of how I feel right now about writing...I
don’t
know if it’s
the summer & weather, the fantastic Olympics distracting me or just wanting to spend as
much possible time with my Bubs before heading back to work- whatever it is I
apologize that this blog is so random- I guess it’s
a lot like me...
So,
on to the dreading time bomb of heading back to work, I only have a few more
weeks...I am so not looking forward to going back- this time with Noal has been
amazing- watching him grow, being here for every moment & the thought of
not having that kills me...I realize here in Canada we are extremely lucky for
our mat leaves & I can’t
complain but oh how I wish I could stay with him & this new baby girl for a
few years...There is certain things I like about him going to a daycare but
when I lay awake at night thinking about life I can’t
help but feel suffocated by the time bomb about to go off...But then I feel
baby girl kick & smile & think to myself it’s
only for a couple months & then I’m off again with them both...It’s
funny cause before I went off on mat leave for Noal, I truly was one of those
gals who wasn’t
sure if a whole year was for me- I loved my job, didn’t
want to “lose”myself
& thought I would be bored at home with a baby all day...And now a year
later I’ve
lost myself completely, I’m
still me t, but I’m
a momma through & through & I’d give anything to stay at home with
my kids...So to all ya ladies who get that chance, I’m extremely jealous...
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